I figured before I got to studying today I should let you all know I'm still alive!

Right now, life is going well! I got a job.. finally!  School is pretty much my life! Classes, studying, exams, and papers are my ministry right now!   Speaking of ministry, God is really just totally changing my life around. And that is totally in an awesome way too!  My relationship with Him just gets stronger each and everyday, He is constantly doing new things every Sunday in people's lives at church, and in me personally, He's given me a calling and I'm choosing to fully just throw my life out there, let God take complete control, and run for it!

Now please don't think my life is perfect! I choose to speak blessing rather than cursing. I have my rough days, my doubts, and hard times, but the key is getting back up each time. I continue to fight and get back up when I'm knocked down because I'm confident in what God has called me to and believe fully that He will never let me down!  So to all of you out there who aren't end the place of joy that I'm in right now I want to encourage you to hang on just a little longer. Things are about to get better!

Get Up  By Superchick

I'm not afraid to fall
it means I climbed up high
to fall is not to fail
you fail when you don't try
not afraid to fall
I might just learn to fly and
I will spread these wings of mine

Chorus:
If i get up i might fall back down again
so let's get up come on
If i get up i might fall back down again
we get up anyway
If i get up i might fall back down again
so let's get up come on
If i get up i might fall back down again
I might fall back down again
We'll just jump and see, even if it's the 20th time
we'll just jump and see if we can fly

I'm not afraid to fall
and here i told you so
don't want to rock the boat
but i just had to know
just a greener side
or can i touch the sky
but either way i will have tried

If i get up i might fall back down again
so let's get up come on
If i get up i might fall back down again
we get up anyway
If i get up i might fall back down again
so let's get up come on
If i get up i might fall back down again
I might fall back down again

i'm not afraid to fall
I've fallen many times
they laughed when i fell down
but i have dared to climb
I'm not afraid to fall
i know i'll fall again
but i will win this in the end